Imprisonment

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She is screaming so loudly.

Ringing inside of my ears.

Rage.

Bitterness.

Strategy.

Anxiety.

Pulling my tears.

The sound is loud and the pain real.

If only you felt the obliteration I feel.

Agonized in remorse smoldering in flames.

It is not longer one of your games.

Running toward power.

Running like a coward.

She is screaming so loudly.

Leaving thoughts so cloudy.

Bleeding fiercely, a river on the ground.

Drip. Drip. Makes no sound.

A cloud of smoke blown from my breath.

Relief felt from the lowest depth.

Captured in chains I am imprisoned.

Locked up screaming for freedom she is frightened.

Ringing and blaring, shrieking in angst.

Mystery that no one can be against.

Anger.

Hate.

Remorse.

Contempt.

Abject.

Lost in disarray seeking hope in weary.

I hear her so clearly.

She screams.

The voice reams.

Obstructing my breath to oblivion.

Hyperventilation.

Why me?

Her choice was me.

My choice was her.

Fear to admit before.

The time has come, your truth exposed.

Doors to depths once never imposed.

Hidden in shame I was begot.

I am her am I not?